Learning

Everyday we learn new things whether it is something for our jobs or something for our daily lives. I enjoy learning new things in life, but when it comes to hard things I struggle somethings. Recently God has put on my heart to read the Bible more because I have analyzed my life and I am struggling with a lot of the fruits of the spirit from my life. I was being decieved that I was on the right track, but God has pointed me back. He does it in such a merciful way without punishment, but everytime something goes wrong I definitely tell myself that I deserved it because I sinned or made a mistake. As many times as I have failed to stay on the right path, I am so grateful that God is still nudging me to get back. I have learned a lot, but there is so much more to learn that I don't even think I will be able to keep up. I can't wait to be in heaven and just worship God with everything I have instead of trying to keep up with this life and this world. It is so tiring! 

Tomorrow I start a new contract and the first day is always the most nerve racking because I never know what I am walking into. God has always had my back and he will tomorrow too. I pray that I am able to get along with my coworkers and managers. I also pray that God gives me the knowledge to take care of the patients I will encounter in my time at this facility. The moment I do this job to just earn money, I don't want to do it anymore. I got into this field to help people, and if I no longer have that there is no point.

Galations 5: 22-23 

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patients, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law."