Breakthrough

I always seem to get shocked when I go through a breakthrough and the evil one comes at me even more with the attacks. Passion Conference was amazing and life changing. God showed me so much during the experience and that he wants to use me in the area I am currently. He took me to different areas to use me in them and instead I did not allow him to use me for his glory. After coming back home I instead spent my time watching movies and have stayed away from his word. How disobedient of me! I am so ashamed but it is something I have done time and time again. Today I have realized that I need to give myself a specific amount of television time like a child limiting myself to stay focused and stay on the path that I am supposed to walk. I am so greateful for the Holy Spirit because whenever I have started to get off track and lose my way, he has pulled me back and helped me realize that I am going the wrong way. 
Christine said that only 16% of the people in the stadium will listen to God's call to go tell of him to the world. I want to be a part of that 16 percent! Another speaker had us tell a group of people what sins we had been struggling with and I know that at least a few of the people as well as myself had a hard time telling our truth about our sins. We try to hide our sins as if God doesn't know what they are if other people don't know what they are. But he sees everything and knows everything. My path is not hard when I walk with the God, but when I start to pull away it seems overwhelming and imposible. God wants us to be open to open ourselves up and let him in. There have been so many times in my life when I thought I could not go on, yet I made it because of God. He does not promise an easy life but he does promise that he will be with us even when we are going through a hard time. I cannot say that I have walked through my struggles unscathed. I have scars from them but I can say that I have made it through only because he was with me.It is hard for me to be this vulnerable because I fear that I will be judged. But I need to keep reminding myself that the only judge that matters is God. 
I hope that everyone has a blessed life and that God helps them in any situation in the past, present, or future. I hope you remember that God is there with you and for you! God Bless you! 

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